Throughout my life I have taken up a lot of hobbies and interests in search of myself. Most of them involved entering fandoms, which distanced me from kids my age, resulting in the devlopment of my alientation.
However, it's not as grim as it sounds. Thanks to engaging in interests and activities I truly enjoy, I am no longer insecure of being different.
Most of my interests would be considered cringe by my classmates and friends. As my favorite things ever range from indie games to kpop, I am an embodiment of what would be considered the weird kid. Alienation made me struggle with relationships. To this day, I don't have any close friends I can share my genuine feelings with. Excitement over an idol or an otome game gets me weird looks, but as a simple human, I need an outlet for my thoughts.
This is where web programming enters the scene! I'm not good at interaction in social media like twitter and tumblr. Whenever I try, I just end up too intimidated to post anything of my own so I just repost what I like. But where's the fun in that?
Making my own website allows me to not rot in loneliness and pushes me to put my brain to work. In order to post something, I have to open my computer, think of something to write (because just a couple words on a topic do not suit my standards), and open VS Code to manually make the space for my post.
Also, yes, you might have seen this layout and design on Pinterest (credits to squidfingers.com in 2003), but I promise I wrote the code myself as an excercise after not touching web programming for 3 months straight.
On the right side you can see Haechan! My ultimate bias, member of NCT and (as of 18.08.2025) an upcoming soloist. Stream his album Taste when it will come out on the 8th of September! ^_^
Working on the website. Still in progress.
Currently pleased with how it turned out! Design is really the soul of any layout.
On another note—on the 26th (first day of the Taste promotions hehe) I will get pink bands for my braces. It's not really anything insane, but it makes me feel good to think I have an inside joke with myself. Stan Haechan!!!
